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Adventures with Mother Ayahuasca Part 4

Adventures with Mother Ayahuasca Part 4

Mother Ayahuasca came right out and asked me: "Do you know what you need to do?" I responded: "Yes, I'm to heal myself so that I may heal others." She told me that our work this time was complete and that I could relax and enjoy the ceremony.
Adventures with Mother Ayahuasca Part 3

Adventures with Mother Ayahuasca Part 3

I understood that these guides were souls that had previously had many human experiences. I also understood that at some point, when my human work is complete—in this lifetime or another—that I will join them.

Adventures with Mother Ayahuasca Part 2

Adventures with Mother Ayahuasca Part 2

I kept asking Mother Ayahuasca if I was failing and doing the ceremony "wrong." I asked for her help. I was so tired. I tried to stay awake and not lay down. I so badly just wanted the ceremony to end and to go to bed.
Adventures with Mother Ayahuasca Part 1

Adventures with Mother Ayahuasca Part 1

We all sat outside in two circles. There were 16 people in our retreat group plus most of the support staff joined us. We were each armed with a bucket, an empty glass, and two 2.5L bottles of water. You could feel everyone's nerves...